Tuesday, April 18, 2017 9:27 AM
what with the heading, well Monday 12 December 2011... something happen to my face...having a drink in the morning felt something not right...well on checking the mirror...a slight distortion on my face, my right side of the face was pulled toward the left. Not know was I happened...to PKU (University Health Centre), it seem i got what you call 'Ball Palsy' due to infections on the muscle of the face..hence the eye lid, cheek, mouth get distorted...referred was I to Serdang Hospital and prescribed me with steroid...vitamins...hhmmm forgotten what else as it has been sometimes (3 years + something months ago).
Today 18 April 2017, come across my mind about blogspot...after several attemped, manage I to login, thank God...thought i lost the account hehehhehehhe...I hope to be writing again. Not much for now... until we meet again ...bye for now kekekekekeke friends...ex girlfriends (thanks for the wonderful time when we were together) adios
Sunday, December 18, 2011 5:31 PM
All this while I always go to TGV or GSC alone..for once i appreciate a company. On the 2nd of October 2011 for the first time on a date with a lovely lady meeting for the first time...the show titled Killer Elite...at 2.30 pm. seating at C7 and C8 ...thank you dear :) for your company....wangsa walk. We had a tutti frutti before i send her home...thanks for the pict...
Well last night 17 Disember 2011 (Saturday) we did it again...11.15 p.m...the muffet..hehehehehehe well i enjoy your company dear...thanks again. i do not know if we will ever be seeing any show after this... if there's no chance that i will experience this again...i bit you thank you and may you have a happy and wellness in your life with your patner who will care you well dear...farewell :)
things that i cherished :)
Monday, November 7, 2011 9:09 PM
Aidiladha (celebration of sacrifies...korban in arabic meaning to be close to Allah) well maybe it suite well with what i did... sacrify my feeling...my thought trying to be honest to Allah...Rasulullah...my ex-sweetheart and myself. Received a message and call from my ex-sweetheart, asking if i could help her... to pick her up at the LCCT in sepang and send her home about 150km away. I did so....pick her up at the airport at 9.00 p.m and we proceed straight home, she wasn't alone...with her house mate... all along the way i tried not to speak... not to spoilt anything, the peace that existed between us at the moment...it was odd but for the better. She however did try to start some conversatios but... i do not feel the honesty within her...what with her friend along. It is best that i kept quiet all the way...150km. we arrived at 10.30 p.m at her home... i am sorry dear.... thank you for i do not require from you and your friend thank... my vow is to keep silaturrahim between us intact...no need for you to thanks me.
Thursday, November 3, 2011 8:31 AM
just co-incident or circumstances...on the way back to kuala lumpur from last meeting with the now ex-sweet heart "sayangg".... Dalili Maisarah seem to come into my life...thank you for you helped me going through the pain... we messaged all the way... well dearest or shall i say 'baby' the nick that you want me to call you..and how i love the words 'sayang' that you called me. Baby i could only says that it is difficult for me to call you sayang as that the nick i call my ex-sweet heart by dear...i hope you forgive me....i love to call you baby.... baby give time for you to know me better baby...i hate to lose you with the circumstances so... i will tell you the story of my life..and if you still felt the love you now feel...i will be with you dearest :) ...you would not feel lonely again.
i hope and i pray that things will fall into place... you and me ... time will tell hmmmm love you Dalili Maisarah...and i seriously love your name :)
Saturday, October 29, 2011 4:09 PM
the first ever scar that i remember getting was in an incident when i was about 6 years ...playing what they called lering (pronounce layring)...a milo tin cover nailed onto a piece of wooden rod of about 3 feets. i would hold one end of the rod and push it along the ground where the circular cover will rotate/roll...i would run around making engine sound as if i am riding a motorbike... well how do i get the scar...while pushing the rod...the cover got stuck against a piece of half buried granite stone...the end piece of the rod wedge against my stomach and i flipped over and banged my face on a piece of stone...got three (3) stitches on my right eye brow..if you look closely you will see a scar.
the second time when i climbed a tree in front of my house...leaning near a barb wire... my leg slip an a piece of the barb wire grace on my skin...6 inches of scar on my chest...
the third...and accident with a motorcycle i have mention earlier, was hospitalized... scar suffer on my cheek, both elbow and both knee. the elbow and knee leave a clear marked scar until this day.
the fourth...scar from a motorcycle accident on the highway on the way to work...seven (7) days before i receive a letter saying i passed the motorcycle riding licence hehehehehehe...irony. scar right knee and right elbow...distinct until now...i dive and landed on the right side before i turn onto my back...thus avoid getting serious injury.
the fifth... i received while on the way from malacca to meet my "sayangg rmz" waiting for me at the mine... nearing nilai a motorcycle smash against the rear of my broken down car parked on the emergency lane...i was outside by the right front bonnet....most of the scars cleared...only those still visible the knuckles of my two hands, wrist of my left hand...both knees...a bend small fingers on my left hand. from the operation to instal an interlocking plate on underside of my left radius...stitches.
the scar that will never cleared and will be remembered until the end of my time is a broken heart cause by the end of my intimate relationship with the love of my life "sayangg Rosmazlin Md Zaid". intimate date i will remember 26th. December 2009 (a ring of love and a htc) ....3 rd. October 2011 where things just have to begin of the end.....and the last meeting lasted 7 hours 23 October 2011...i have cried much earlier that you can see me cry no more...but i am sad to see you cry your heart out..it just breaks me to pieces...i am glad that you cried for than i know that you love me as i love you...but thing just have to end dear...the piece of lace and cloth for your wedding gown that we picked together are all that i could bear to present you with...i cherished every moment of the time we were together and i never regret knowing you my love. be happy with the decisions made and i bit farewell dearest. You have completed me and now you have to complete yourself in this life...i will try to hold on to my promises as long as Allah allows, until He takes the memories of you from my mind and heart ... daaaa dearest.
picts depict...the last ride & last marked
<3 u 4ever 4 the memories
Monday, May 23, 2011 9:29 PM